Lately I have been surrounded by questions like:
Are you gonna stay in JJ?
Will you join the council?
Yes for the 1st. And very unlikely would be my answer to the 2nd. I’m not confident of how much I can handle both studies and council in the near future, that’s why I would say it would be very unlikely for me to join the council.
Yesterday was a very busy day. Cheri and I were choreographing the shadow dance all over again and thankfully we did, because F2 is using that song I chose initially! Our idea was rather funky, we couldn’t help laughing when we saw our own actions via the window’s reflections outside LN. In the LN, we were just practicing steps for mass dance, and dealing with SCDC matters.
Today, 3 4E1 peeps crashed my class in the morning. For what-so-ever reasons, they wanna attend lectures. As a matter of fact, because of them, I had to attend lecture which lasted for a bore hour. After school, I was playing badminton with Jieheng but was pwned very badly. So I went chatting away with Sheena and TK about lots of stuffs and got to knew them more. It was really nice to hear so many different experiences from them on the same matter. After that, just go to LN again for meeting.
Og15 also had a little ‘OGL appreciation session’, and here are the photographs!
For the OGLs from OG15! I drew Dixon’s and Wanqing’s name =)
OG15!
With Yanshan, the dao-boy!
Dixon, when I said I wanna take photo with you, it’s not this kind! Zzz.
And the 2 prettyaye lady OGLs: Wanqing and Ivy!
Jieheng is trying to be funny.
Jacelyn so ‘tall’… =(
PC is the motivation to skip class. 1.5h of any classes is the temptation to skip even more classes. Mathematics is the reason why I go to classes.
Was busying throughout the day even though I am seemingly slacking, working from the canteen all the way to the library. Hope our efforts would pay off when we see the smiles. I seriously hope I can blog about this soon =)
After mathematics tutorial, Lemin, Jeremoth, Calvin, Huiyi, Greg and I went to play basketball. Huiyi really had an odd luck today, anyhow throw also go in. Well, luck is also another skill to have, huh? Then we played bridge, and my line of the day thanks to the game was, “I’m playing with crazy people.” She immediately skipped to 7 no-trump, what the hell. But we had fun, I hope? =)
Then went to LN for discussions, and was taught by Evans at around 5PM. For some reasons, I could not focus at all. I kept stepping onto Cheri’s foot and felt really sleepy every now and then. There were many other stuffs to do as well, but I think the SCDC members who are heavily involved in deco. will die. Then SCDC attaches was like what the hell, of the 30 people, 26 are girls. 4 are guys obviously. So what happens to the remaining 22 girls when we have mass dance sessions?
a) Dance with chair
b) Dance with another girl and do the guys’ dance steps
c) Find some random fellow in the crowd to dance with
d) Kill Damien
The last choice is out, so don’t even think about it. Some of the seniors are really good when it comes to dancing with chairs =) While Yufeng was dancing with Evans to ‘Geeks Get The Girls’, 2 seniors changed the lyrics to ‘The lard gets the guys’ to mock Evans… And to be truthful, I was very amused =)
I think Cheri wanted to do the shadow’s dance after everything ended at around 6.40PM but I missed her call, since I simply dropped dead on the bus and slept like a pig. Lotta stuffs for me to complete after finishing this post, argh.
Say it isn’t so
Tell me you’re not leaving
Say you’ve changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know
I don’t wanna let go
So say it isn’t so
Today went to Lavinia house again. Shana, Zhiwei, Brenda, Jacelyn, Lavinia (duh, of course la), Wenjing, Eduard, Kede, Jervis and Jieheng were there. Everytime we took the lift, guys would take first. Gentlemen, heh.
Lav’s sofa is cursed. It actually knocked off Kede’s toe-nail! He was agonized with a pain so indescribable, cool. Guys slept while girls chat. Eduard and Wenjing looked so gayish.
This is love. Between Eduard and Wenjing. Zzz.
On our way to find bakuteh to eat, we came across this license plate on a lorry.
The stall was not opened when we went to the market, so most of us (except Eduard and Wenjing) went back. Lavinia and Kede was so nice to cook campbell soup for us! So sweet, awww.
This is how sweet the soup was, it even made the emo girl smiled. Playing bridge was damn funny, just ask Kede/Wenjing/Jacelyn. They couldn’t stand the way Jacelyn and I played the cards, too absurd =)
We went to Holland V. to have dinner at Food Junction. When Wanqing and Ted came, it was already 40mins our past our dinner. So chat around before I left at 9.30PM, really tired out. I wonder how am I gonna survive school tomorrow.
JJC may appear on TV! And I may too! Okay, sounds bimbo-tic but there’s a chance that I will look stupid in it.
It was difficult to wake up 6AM in the morning on a Sunday, and reach TJCCC by 8AM. We were supposed to help out with the event at TJCCC to usher the elderly who were there to claim their assistance funds and goodies bag (I suppose). Students from Yuan Ching Secondary, which is my former-school was also there to help out along with the J2 peeps (fancy wearing tie and uniform and sweated like hell, my goodness) from Pioneer JC. So we learnt something from the PJC dudes - there’s a proper attire for certain activities and events.
If you hadn’t noticed, JJC sent J1 students and PJC sent J2 students to help out. Reason? Go figure. We may be more noob than them in terms of years in the JC, but I’m sure we’re either on par or above their standards when it comes to the faith entrusted upon us to do a great job by our school. I was speaking dialect so much that my fellow shadows started getting entertained by the way I phrased my sentences. There were some dialect wordings I die die have to include in my sentences, like “sibei” and “kanina”. Oh well, I didn’t use it when it comes to ushering, it was for pure fun.
My duty was to play with Nintendo Wii (woohoo!) and later, introduced Mr Tharman Shanmugaratnam to play it! Somehow, I was suddenly the PA of his and followed him around with a water bottle. I think he was kinda annoyed after I asked him for so many times. I felt bad too but it was my duty, zzz.
And look at Mr Chua who is testing out his tennis skills! n00b. I nearly fell asleep after the whole event, was a good experience but very tiring. Took some group photographs but it was by the camera-man of the CCC.
Went to Mac, had meeting and then choreographed a dance for Shadows. Then went under a HDB block with some shadows to talk about nothing. Was so tired looking at TK and Elaine dance, I could have died from physical exhaustion. I think they make better dance ICs… honestly.
Then Sheena prompted me about something. I was totally struck and I don’t really have an answer. I just find that it is something very difficult for me to comment about. I can only say I don’t feel good about it, that’s all. Of course there is more about it but words alone don’t improve anything.
If there is a key, I would really want to know which lock it unlocks, and hopefully it is the door right infront of me. Yet it ain’t. Say it isn’t so.
The title means 2 things to me: It is undeniable and I cannot be consoled.
This morning went to Lavinia house with Shana and Brenda. Man, Brenda sure can eat, 4 curry puffs! OMG. We were like crapping all the way til lunch where we met Wanqing at Ikea. Jacelyn joined us an hour later followed by Wanqing’s ‘childhood sweetheart’ and close friend, Caster. I like his style! Anyways, he thought I was ang-moh mix blood dude, haha.
When we went back to Lavinia’s house, Shana did not join us cause she had dance class (8 years of ballet, woo) while Kede did after Brenda left. We were talking about the same issue since morning til evening, which is the same issue that drained the battery out of Wanqing’s mobile. At Lavinia’s house, Lavinia introduced me to Spider Solitare(which I find interesting now) and Jacelyn taught me how to play McFly’s “All About You” on her guitar!
Kede, Jacelyn and I took off at 6.00PM to meet Wanqing at West Mall for dinner. On our way as we’re on the MRT, Jacelyn was commenting that she is always surrounded by tall people. Kede then had the theory that tall people can fart and not smell anything related, leaving the shorter ones to die. And Jacelyn reads chinese novels, holy shyt. No wonder her Chinese rocks.
Jieheng was late because he was sleeping when we called him up. Dinner talk was about the same issue again. But then I kinda drifted away because my mind was not focused anymore. Sometimes some SMSes can really affect my mood, particularly those that makes things even more uncertain. I find it hard to relate, so I rather just shuddup and let my thoughts drift afar.
We went to Jieheng’s house to have a little mass dance session! Somehow, I think I just lack the confidence to step on stage and teach if I become the one in-charge of mass dance if she goes. Jieheng is right, it will be very difficult for a guy to teach. That extra pressure really made me kinda down, because that feeling of lost is really scary. I just lack the confidence if that situation occurs.
So went home, thought about some things on the way and hoped that tomorrow will be better. I have another ushering duties in the morning at TJCCC so, busy sunday! I wonder why does this always happened to me. 2 octobers ago, it was this way too. I just pray it won’t happen again, because it really hurts me so.
