Perhaps it is today that I finally understood what study smart really means. I flunk my physics common test so badly. It’s not like I haven’t tried, but maybe the way I did it wasn’t right. It is demoralizing.
I feel like I haven’t been putting effort into my work. And I never asked why, cause I simply think it is alright and I can live with it. Yea, yea, and the results show. Pathetic results. Short of effort. Where is the motivation, where is the initiative.
God. I am okay with people who believe in god, who have a religion because those are good. And there our principal strikes again. I can’t recall his exact words, simply because he just kept repeating his points. Like Nnehs said, it is blasphemy. And for ****’s sake, he said the tutors are our gods, our angels. Absurd? Duh.
His analogies are beyond redemption. If his intention was to let us know that we have to respect our tutors, just put it that way. Angels? God? Is it even necessary? If our principal was a god-in-reign, he has to be Salmoneus, who was killed by Zeus for imitating him by loudly imitating thunder. The implication? Using authority to demand respect (worship).
And I am still being scolded by teachers for being talkative… ever since primary school. Gee.